Saturday was spent super well..but Sunday was my turn and after what she had done for me, I was confused about what special thing should I do to just be on the same bench mark as her...forget about doing more then what she had done for me...I had the idea of copying her (as always she thinks of me Copycat ;P) and pick up from her place...but it was a tough task as she was trying very hard to meet me on this day due to her constraints and busy schedule. But what after we meet...where should we go keeping into account the limited time we had...I asked her what she wanted to do, but as always her answer was I don't know and lets keep it simple..nothing special and all..I insisted her and after a long time she asked if its possible to go for a Metro ride..Considering the time we had I tried to figure out the plan but it was cut to cut time and if we miss it, we would be late and apart from that we would not get some space together..We had discussed this earlier about going together and that's why she had asked for it and so I kept this option open for us. But I have to have a plan B for it and then I thought of the place where we could sit down and spend some quality time together...Between this she came up with a movie name asking me if its released somewhere nearby the place and if we can go for it...A movie plan was already spoiled a week ago due to some unforeseen issues but this time I wanted to make up for it. I instantly checked for it but to add my miseries it was nowhere released in the nearby cinemas..but I went to check out the storyline and I was happy, confused and excited to see the movie she had chosen..It was already released in some another countries so I checked if I can get it online and we could watch it together. Bang...I got it and that too in a very good print and I was more then happy to inform her about it. So now I had something to the rescue...all thanks to her..
I had to get up early again tomorrow and this time...I had to arrange a lot of things...all small things which she likes or I wanted to do for her..so we bid good bye to each other and slept. My mind went through a lot of things...wondering about tomorrow...Is this it?? What would happen tomorrow?? Why this day had to come and that too so early when things are yet undecided...and what not..
I had to get up early again tomorrow and this time...I had to arrange a lot of things...all small things which she likes or I wanted to do for her..so we bid good bye to each other and slept. My mind went through a lot of things...wondering about tomorrow...Is this it?? What would happen tomorrow?? Why this day had to come and that too so early when things are yet undecided...and what not..
With all this and little sleep I got up early next morning and got ready as the previous day...I had to wait for her ping for the timings as decided yesterday. After sometime I got her ping so that I planned accordingly and left from ma place. I collected all the things one by one and searched for the remaining ones here and there and reached the station..The train came in sometime and so did the ping from her that read "Leave when I tell you..." but I informed her, "I already did and would be there in sometime". She informed me that she is not ready and would take all the required time and this would be my punishment. I replied with an Ok, no problem and was almost at her station. I decided to walk as she would take time and I had to take the remaining things as well..I got in the shops and could not get one thing anywhere..At one shop I glanced and turned to leave...the shopkeeper called me from behind asking what I was looking for and I told him with confidence because I didn't found it...but he then showed me that and I was like what was I thinking...why couldn't I see it there.I took that and left...I didn't knew her exact place so I went to the point she left me yesterday and found a shade as it was very sunny..I was standing for almost 20 mins and then took a seat and then after another 20 mins...I could see a girl rapidly walking on opposite side of the road...she was almost running...I got up and sprinted towards the opposite side and then behind her..I didn't want to shout her name and she was walking very fast and when she stopped at a point and looked down towards her mobile, I went from behind and asked her "Are you looking for someone??" It was clearly visible from her face and heavy breathing how much she had hurried up the things to get down here asap...The very first question was "What is wrong with you??" I was just looking at her...and I didn't answered her question but I said "Why are you looking so dull today??" She got more furious on that remark and I said that all of a sudden without thinking of anything how would she feel about it. (Though I came to know later she was unhappy with me on that remark of mine about her) Then we had to decide on a place as we were already running late by almost 40-45 mins. She suggested some nearby places but I insisted on going to a place of my choice. We immediately took a rick for the station and as soon as we got in, I gave her one of the things...she was just looking at it and wondering about the color this time I chose....I told her don't think and just take it..but she didn't and I kept it forcefully on her lap. She picked it up and kept in the bag...thankfully she had brought a big bag to occupy all the things I had brought for her...
The station came in this time and we got down from rick and walked to the platform. A train was already coming in a minute as per indicator and so we rushed to get in but as soon as we reached there she denied to get in the crowded train with me..We waited for another train and decided to take different coach if the next train is crowded as well. In the meantime I went through my pockets to give her the second thing and she shared it with me, also we shared a light moment on it about the 'count'. Soon the train arrived and it was similarly crowded so I took her to the nearby ladies 1st class coach and rushed to get in mine. We got separated for another 10 mins in our meet but because she was comfortably traveling, I could wait for her till that time. As the station came I got down and walked towards her coach. We walked towards the rick stand and got into one for the place we wanted to go. As the rick started I again went through my bags to give her the third thing but she refused to accept it. After convincing her a lot she accepted it. She was not accepting because she thought it was a waste of money for me, seeing my current circumstances but it was not. We talked about it and in sometime we reached the place. While walking towards it, she said she would pay for it today or she is not coming in...I knew she would come anyways but as she was adamant I let her pay and we went inside..Soon we found a good place to sit with no disturbance and she removed the 1st thing to check it out and kept it on the table. As we didn't had anything for breakfast we ordered it first. The music or songs playing in the background was just perfect for my situation. I started murmuring it along and she was looking at me...because the playlist was just well suited for the situation I had. Soon we had the breakfast with a hiccup where we changed the food ordered for her.
Looking at watch and the time left for us, I started the movie she asked for yesterday and we saw it together with the same headphone on my mobile ~ Ya our first movie together...the storyline was quite similar to our situation...At some situation or scenes in the movie I would get excited...but she kept a very low profile about herself or feelings. At some of the adult kinda scenes she would ask to forward it but at one instance the scene would come again and start at the same point...she was like "You wanna see her...so you are repeating the scene again and again...Dekh le.." But seriously it was not like that. At some of the scenes I could relate it with my own situation and tried to control my eyes drops...and sometimes I used to tell her "You see that..." The movie was soon over and I was very happy with its climax. Soon we got up to leave. I wanted to have something sweet together because I heard somewhere "Jab ache dost bichad rahe hote hai, toh unhe kuch meetha khana chahiye saath mein..." But as she was getting late she denied and said she was full and didn't want to have anything. It was one of the thing in my list and I didn't want to miss it...so considering the time factor I went for a work around thing which we took as a parcel. We took a rick to the station and again I went through the things to give her the next one...This time it was Best of Luck wish from my side for her upcoming exams...I could see in her eyes how happy she was taking this..she always says NO for everything first but for this she readily accepted it...After this came the last one but definitely not the least. The thing from where it all had started and used the same words while giving it to her....she was very much surprised and said "Even I was searching for the same thing to give it to you...asked my sis as well where I can find but culdn't find one, have you read this already?" I told her I have already read it and also she should ask me before gifting me something to read to which she replied "How can I tell or ask you when its a surprise for you... ;P " Also an idea of autograph came into our mind...and I did on the most important page. The station arrived soon and we started walking towards the platform.
I could see on her face, something was bothering her and I had a little idea about it...but when I asked her she gave me some vague reasons....I knew as always she had different words in her mouth and different thought in her mind or probably heart which her face was conveying...her eyes were controlling the tears..We got settled down on the regular seats...she was a little better or was trying her best to be...In the meanwhile I also tried to be calm as I had already decided...I didn't want to breakdown in front of her...I had many things to say to her...before I go...I started asking to keep her hand on my hand...I somehow gathered the strength and was telling her about my feelings again, I don't how many times I already did that...and my phone ringed and it was ma parents so I had to take it...They were coming to station and were going to the same place as we where, so I had to tell her and we changed our place and went a little far away.....we again settled down and I answered some of her doubts and was trying to continue with what I was saying...The call had disturbed my tempo and flow and the feelings which I was trying to convey to her...She said its ok and go on...I tried to recollect things and told her.....whatever I told her had mixed feelings from my side...something I didn't wished to say her but just to make her comfortable I did it....Soon the train arrived...I saw if my parents are around and then we board the train...The destination of train was same as ours and so it was very empty. Still she was standing there and we relived the moment of cage which we like a lot...After sometime we went inside and settled down and continued with normal chat. Soon the station had arrived and people started to get down....I had accepted a challenge from her and I completed it in my own style...to which she questioned what was it and I happily told her Challenge completed. She didn't react much...This was the very first time I had touched this way and that very second was just unforgettable...We walked out of the station and she checked how much time we had after the constraint thing and confirmed that we can have a little more time to spend together..
We again went to the place where we always met and stood there for sometime...Talking of things about us...the challenge which I completed in my own way and what it would have been if I would have done it in real and where...she said I too like it that way...I said jokingly..."Should I??" Instantly she replied with a No.... :( We started walking towards her home....through the same roads we always used to take...through the markets and places where we stood or have been together...last time before I leave. We had a refreshing drink together...our last thing before I leave...I wanted to share the same but she was not comfortable so I dropped the plan..But the vendor gave only one drink and we shared a light moment about it...and had separate drinks.We sat there and had the drink peacefully...Again we started walking...and I saw the landmark to her place and thought why do this has to come so early...As soon as we were there..we shook hands and she tried to pay me for all the remaining meets to which I refused to take but as always she was adamant... so I took a amount as a shagun from her. We walked a little more and reached to the place where she left me yesterday night and I was waiting for her in the morning.
I asked her "Is this it??" We were looking at each other...I was at least expecting a hug from her but in her mind she didn't want to give me that as a memoria....I tried more but she again gave a vague reason which I didn't buy but had to give in..She said lets walk ...and quickly I wrapped my left hand towards her left shoulder and took it away immediately.....still nothing from her side...We walked a little and stopped near a building and she told its the place where she lives...I saw the building name and people moving around there and decided to leave her now...She stopped a rick for me...I didn't wanted to go yet...but she insisted...I didn't want to see her while I leave so I told her to go inside first...I got into the rick and saw her last time before I leave...she was far away...and soon the rick took away from the place...And now I couldn't control and my eyes dropped it...I had asked her not to do so...and here I myself did it...I knew we are gonna talk to each other as always we did...that's not gonna stop but not seeing her or not being with her...that thought was the main culprit of all this.....Again in the night...we talked as always and I waited for her to board the mid night train...she asked me to sleep and not wait but I did it and after confirmation from her...I bid her a good bye...
Thousands of thoughts were going through my mind and I was almost not able to sleep that night
Is this it?? She is gone and and would be back a week later...I would board the bus on the same day she would board the train to come back...This time I won't be there when she comes back...I would go far away from everybody important in my life for a long time...new place...new beginning...memories..nostalgic...
TBC later...
P.S. Tumshe judaa hokar muje dur jaana hai...
Tumshe judaa hokar muje dur jaana hai...
:'(
The station came in this time and we got down from rick and walked to the platform. A train was already coming in a minute as per indicator and so we rushed to get in but as soon as we reached there she denied to get in the crowded train with me..We waited for another train and decided to take different coach if the next train is crowded as well. In the meantime I went through my pockets to give her the second thing and she shared it with me, also we shared a light moment on it about the 'count'. Soon the train arrived and it was similarly crowded so I took her to the nearby ladies 1st class coach and rushed to get in mine. We got separated for another 10 mins in our meet but because she was comfortably traveling, I could wait for her till that time. As the station came I got down and walked towards her coach. We walked towards the rick stand and got into one for the place we wanted to go. As the rick started I again went through my bags to give her the third thing but she refused to accept it. After convincing her a lot she accepted it. She was not accepting because she thought it was a waste of money for me, seeing my current circumstances but it was not. We talked about it and in sometime we reached the place. While walking towards it, she said she would pay for it today or she is not coming in...I knew she would come anyways but as she was adamant I let her pay and we went inside..Soon we found a good place to sit with no disturbance and she removed the 1st thing to check it out and kept it on the table. As we didn't had anything for breakfast we ordered it first. The music or songs playing in the background was just perfect for my situation. I started murmuring it along and she was looking at me...because the playlist was just well suited for the situation I had. Soon we had the breakfast with a hiccup where we changed the food ordered for her.
Looking at watch and the time left for us, I started the movie she asked for yesterday and we saw it together with the same headphone on my mobile ~ Ya our first movie together...the storyline was quite similar to our situation...At some situation or scenes in the movie I would get excited...but she kept a very low profile about herself or feelings. At some of the adult kinda scenes she would ask to forward it but at one instance the scene would come again and start at the same point...she was like "You wanna see her...so you are repeating the scene again and again...Dekh le.." But seriously it was not like that. At some of the scenes I could relate it with my own situation and tried to control my eyes drops...and sometimes I used to tell her "You see that..." The movie was soon over and I was very happy with its climax. Soon we got up to leave. I wanted to have something sweet together because I heard somewhere "Jab ache dost bichad rahe hote hai, toh unhe kuch meetha khana chahiye saath mein..." But as she was getting late she denied and said she was full and didn't want to have anything. It was one of the thing in my list and I didn't want to miss it...so considering the time factor I went for a work around thing which we took as a parcel. We took a rick to the station and again I went through the things to give her the next one...This time it was Best of Luck wish from my side for her upcoming exams...I could see in her eyes how happy she was taking this..she always says NO for everything first but for this she readily accepted it...After this came the last one but definitely not the least. The thing from where it all had started and used the same words while giving it to her....she was very much surprised and said "Even I was searching for the same thing to give it to you...asked my sis as well where I can find but culdn't find one, have you read this already?" I told her I have already read it and also she should ask me before gifting me something to read to which she replied "How can I tell or ask you when its a surprise for you... ;P " Also an idea of autograph came into our mind...and I did on the most important page. The station arrived soon and we started walking towards the platform.
I could see on her face, something was bothering her and I had a little idea about it...but when I asked her she gave me some vague reasons....I knew as always she had different words in her mouth and different thought in her mind or probably heart which her face was conveying...her eyes were controlling the tears..We got settled down on the regular seats...she was a little better or was trying her best to be...In the meanwhile I also tried to be calm as I had already decided...I didn't want to breakdown in front of her...I had many things to say to her...before I go...I started asking to keep her hand on my hand...I somehow gathered the strength and was telling her about my feelings again, I don't how many times I already did that...and my phone ringed and it was ma parents so I had to take it...They were coming to station and were going to the same place as we where, so I had to tell her and we changed our place and went a little far away.....we again settled down and I answered some of her doubts and was trying to continue with what I was saying...The call had disturbed my tempo and flow and the feelings which I was trying to convey to her...She said its ok and go on...I tried to recollect things and told her.....whatever I told her had mixed feelings from my side...something I didn't wished to say her but just to make her comfortable I did it....Soon the train arrived...I saw if my parents are around and then we board the train...The destination of train was same as ours and so it was very empty. Still she was standing there and we relived the moment of cage which we like a lot...After sometime we went inside and settled down and continued with normal chat. Soon the station had arrived and people started to get down....I had accepted a challenge from her and I completed it in my own style...to which she questioned what was it and I happily told her Challenge completed. She didn't react much...This was the very first time I had touched this way and that very second was just unforgettable...We walked out of the station and she checked how much time we had after the constraint thing and confirmed that we can have a little more time to spend together..
We again went to the place where we always met and stood there for sometime...Talking of things about us...the challenge which I completed in my own way and what it would have been if I would have done it in real and where...she said I too like it that way...I said jokingly..."Should I??" Instantly she replied with a No.... :( We started walking towards her home....through the same roads we always used to take...through the markets and places where we stood or have been together...last time before I leave. We had a refreshing drink together...our last thing before I leave...I wanted to share the same but she was not comfortable so I dropped the plan..But the vendor gave only one drink and we shared a light moment about it...and had separate drinks.We sat there and had the drink peacefully...Again we started walking...and I saw the landmark to her place and thought why do this has to come so early...As soon as we were there..we shook hands and she tried to pay me for all the remaining meets to which I refused to take but as always she was adamant... so I took a amount as a shagun from her. We walked a little more and reached to the place where she left me yesterday night and I was waiting for her in the morning.
I asked her "Is this it??" We were looking at each other...I was at least expecting a hug from her but in her mind she didn't want to give me that as a memoria....I tried more but she again gave a vague reason which I didn't buy but had to give in..She said lets walk ...and quickly I wrapped my left hand towards her left shoulder and took it away immediately.....still nothing from her side...We walked a little and stopped near a building and she told its the place where she lives...I saw the building name and people moving around there and decided to leave her now...She stopped a rick for me...I didn't wanted to go yet...but she insisted...I didn't want to see her while I leave so I told her to go inside first...I got into the rick and saw her last time before I leave...she was far away...and soon the rick took away from the place...And now I couldn't control and my eyes dropped it...I had asked her not to do so...and here I myself did it...I knew we are gonna talk to each other as always we did...that's not gonna stop but not seeing her or not being with her...that thought was the main culprit of all this.....Again in the night...we talked as always and I waited for her to board the mid night train...she asked me to sleep and not wait but I did it and after confirmation from her...I bid her a good bye...
Thousands of thoughts were going through my mind and I was almost not able to sleep that night
Is this it?? She is gone and and would be back a week later...I would board the bus on the same day she would board the train to come back...This time I won't be there when she comes back...I would go far away from everybody important in my life for a long time...new place...new beginning...memories..nostalgic...
TBC later...
P.S. Tumshe judaa hokar muje dur jaana hai...
Tumshe judaa hokar muje dur jaana hai...
:'(
